Shares and Stories about Lintang's Life

It started by the accident I saw on the street. Dear someone who got it, how much I regret that helping u was something I couldn't do at that time. Then I'm trying to ask of this life. What can I do before facing death? What do I have for others? And yes, I'm totally feeling useless. Having high intelligence for reaching high score. Having money for my own enjoyment. How selfish I am! Several news make me frustated. One was killed, some were killed by accident. Yeah I'm afraid of what we called DEATH. Will I die soon without seeing my son's growth? Will He call me without being SOMEONE in the world? I'm totally scare of losing everyone. It is kind of contradiction. Refuse to be died while people definitely will leave the world. I'm not ready yet, but nobody is ready anyway. Because nobody knows when or where the death will call us. Dear God, what will happen soon? I'm wondering what your plan to me is? Because how much effort I did c...

It is Sunday evening. While others take a relax. And I'm still trapped on assignments. Assignment for next Monday, another assignment for next Tuesday, other assignments for the next days. And for every tasks that I got. I write this letter for him. "Dear Sunday. I don't like meeting you. Doesn't mean I hate u. I just don't like for your sign of stopping freedom for the 5 days later. I wish u weren't consist of 24hours only. I wish.. I wish.. and I wish.. Dear Sunday, My son is really exciting of you. Waiting for you during the whole days. And I'm sure, for the mostly people in the world, you are awaited. Dear Sunday, You were named Sunday, means the day that we should enjoy with the Sun. For me, you are the day for my Sun. But you shouldn't deserve to be awaited. You gave us only 24 hours as same as other days. Dear Sunday, I need more Sun in your day. And I'll be missing you." *celotehan sesaat di warung kopi, dikala s...

Last night I was reading luisa's blog when dad asked me "kamu ga pernah nulis lagi" Me: itu konsistensi tingkat dewa Dad: ga harus tingkat dewa, niat aja kali And I complained to myself directly. I work from morning to afternoon. Have about an hour after working to campus. Go home from campus at 9 PM. Sometime the 'sun' keeps shining till unpredictable time. Saturday for lover who asked me to be his side all day long. Sunday for family, especially for Mr Sun. Lil bit time on weekend for bestiests. Then when will I write? When do I have time even for myself? I hate being busy. Then this morning, was waken up by the another sun. Spending morning glory for watching son who's sleeping. And realize, for every time that I spent. Every activities that I definitely should do. I do for him. For our future. For the better life. And writing, is an another activity that I can do whenever I want. Spends only several minutes to do it, as when I'm ...