Shares and Stories about Lintang's Life

Ia datang kala mendung.. Terdiam dalam senandung kebisuan.. Hanya di kala mendung.. Ia menepi di tengah keramaian.. Menunggu di dalam kesunyian.. Tak pernah ada kata selain "American Coffee tanpa gula dan krim" kala mendung.. Tapi senyumnya yang tersungging sesaat menuntut pertolongan.. Ia tersesat kala mendung.. Lelah berlari dari hujan.. Terperosok menanti kemarau.. Menangis dan tertawa di bawah gelapnya langit.. Tersesak atas nama cinta yang membutakan.. Merintih di tengah kenikmatan dunia palsu.. Terlalu rapuh untuk dapat disentuh.. Olehku si pria matahari..

Jangan datangi aku! aku lemah malam ini.. Asa kemarin hanya tersisa sedikit.. Jangan datang.. jangan Kemarau telah berlalu.. Yang kuingin hanya tetesan embun.. Jangan hancurkan! Kehampaan seharusnya usai.. Jangan berlabuh lagi kepadaku.. Pergilah!! Pergi Keputus asaan dan kekecewaan yang dalam.. Si bodoh dan rapuh.. Jangan datangi aku.. Kumohon..

Sekali lagi aku terlihat lemah.. Memandang angkasa dihadapan pria.. Menangis tanpa air mata... Dan sekali lagi aku bersandar pada lelaki.. Terlelap tapi tidak terpejam.. Tuhan tau.. Itu terjadi sekejap mata.. Tanpa perencanaan sedetik maupun sebulan.. Meski hasrat terpendam lama.. Dan aku tau.. Bulan tertawa terbahak ketika kami bercumbu lewat kata.. Gelap malam tersibak saat kami mencoba membuka diri.. helai demi helai.. Segalanya pun usai.. Berakhir pada jam 12.. Dasar waktu! Si pencemburu yg tidak bisa melihat kebahagiaan! Sulit mentolerir tololnya cinta.. Sama halnya seperti papa..

"welcome back Lintang!", said my blog, bloggy. yes.. after a long long time passed by and now.. HERE I AM right here.. right now.. midnight.. inside of mbak Atik's room.. I wanna tell u something.. I.. yes I.. I want to keep in touch with my bloggy!!  forever and after.. *kiss bloggy* but finally.. disappointingly Bloggy said "u have told me for several years!"

we've just begun and I dont want to cease from it. let me tell you something I dont ever care about the last time. the night that u were at the bar whereas u supposed to be in another island or about the last night that I found you at the bar (again) had a dinner with a woman.. man, I tell you.. you gave me heaven the place that I could fly so I dont care about others about every word you said or every lie you did so then stay with me.. here with me.. dont need to be mine just doing together with me

You close your eyes And leave me naked by your side You close the door so I can’t see The love you keep inside The love you keep for me It fills me up It feels like living in a dream It fills me up so I can’t see The love you keep inside The love you keep for me I stay  to watch you fade away I dream of you tonight  tomorrow you’ll be gone It gives me time to stay To watch you fade away I dream of you tonight tomorrow you’ll be gone I wish by God you’d stay I stay awake I stay awake and watch you breathe I stay awake and watch you fly Away into the night Escaping through a dream I stay To watch you fade away I dream of you tonight Tomorrow you’ll be gone It gives me time to stay To watch you fade away I dream of you tonight Tomorrow you’ll be gone I wish by God you’d stay Hey... Stay... I stay  to watch you fade away I dream off you tonight tomorrow you’ll be gone It gives me time to stay To watch you fade away I dream of you tonig...